Long Time, No Expression

To start things off, I'm going to say that in all honesty I am lacking the whereabouts of a huge part of myself. So here I am, back to say "Hey there! Long time, no Expression...!" which is a slight variation of a well known, overused phrase...but that's okay. I'm really just saying these things to myself. I don't expect for any of you, whomever 'you' may be...to benefit from my writings. It's more of a therapy session for myself. I think this is one of the most straight forward, non writing voice entries I will have submitted yet. Sometimes one just needs to be Frank. Even if your name is Bill or Joe or Marvin. Or Bethany.
My eyes are tired. My soul is heavy with feelings of sadness, fear, remorse, anxiety, and a sort of blase` yet melancholy feeling. My body is weary. Sleep is of no use to me until I am able to get to the root of what is causing all this.
It's time to buckle down, saddle up and ride hard.
Here we go again...