Not So Merry Go Round

This moment, right here and now, this is for me. It's a moment for me to attempt to stop this ride that I'm painstakingly stuck on. Sometimes the things in life that seem fun at first can turn out to be my worst nightmare if I don't properly assess the situation and have a solid game plan. This life keeps going round and round, and it is not always so merry, in fact it can be devilishly horrible when trying to find my way through the crowds of projections passing through. When I'm trapped in the amusement park of my mind it can sometimes be quite opposite from amusing. The best thing to do is to keep looking for the attendant that knows the place far better than I ever could. He can help me get to where I'm going, He can help me start or stop any ride at any time. I just have to pay attention to where He places the maps of the park for added help.


 Sometimes I write things. And sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it. But I'm back.